If you would disappear at sea, if I would ride a horse over the mountains from Chile to Mexico… No, we are not in the movies. I cannot promise you the red wreaths of promise. Two rooms watching each other. The door is everywhere and yet parenthetical, thankless; so close to home, no way to get there. We abandon ourselves, become invisible, blowing over this charred field, proud that we have finished with the pure amateur’s defensive circling.