Child in the Great Wood
It is all much worse than I dreamed.
The trees are all here,
Trunk, limb, and leaf,
Nothing beyond belief
In danger’s atmosphere
And the underbrush is cursed.
But the animals,
Some are as I have dreamed,
Appear and do their worst
Until more animals
With recognizable faces
Arrive and take their places
And do their worst.
It is all a little like dreaming,
But this forest is silent,
This acts out anxiety
In a midnight stillness.
My blood that sparkles in me
Cannot endure this voiceless
Forest, this is not sleep
Not peace but a lack of words.
And the mechanical birds
Wing, claw, and sharpened eye.
I cannot see their sky.
Even this war is not unlike the dream,
But in the dream-war there were armies,
Armies and armor and death’s etiquette,
Here there are no troops and no protection,
Only this wrestling of the heart
and a demon song that goes
For sensual friction
Is largely fiction
And partly fact
And so is tact
And so is love,
And so is love.
The thin leaves chatter. There is a sound at last
Begun at last by the demon-song.
Behind the wildest trees I see the men together
Confessing their lives and the women together.
But really I cannot hear the words. I cannot hear the song.
This may still be my dream
But the night seems very long.