Jelka’s profile decorates the doorway to my secret architecture. Jelka’s profile chaffs at its own imposture, and the indirection of its stardust infiltrates my polar brain: Welcome to the material world where omens of the afterworld are leaked, flowing like a black shirt. Mountains migrate into my head: I was there to witness the vulgar radiance of her method, dimly brooding under my Western lamp, accustomed, as I am, to a miscellany of risible phantasms, fatigue never set in. “Pungent nit, come in ! Comfort my belligerent lashes, help me cast out my throes.” Jelka’s profile, O the asymmetry of it all! She staggers now, and attempts to install a puzzle in her smile. To the tune of Gylfi’s* mocking, this goddess of illusion I shall never forget: all living is forgiving. Her profile. Within Jelka’s radius, a Colonel is pulling a thorn from a comrade’s melancholy frown. There is undischarged thunder in the air. Skeptical, Jelka looks around, spots a mathematician playing marbles in the darkened parlor. Several travelers appear indisposed and refuse an offer to dinner. Jelka is stimulated by these companions and walks around feeling pregnant. Was Hirshvogel going North or South? “Go after him when you are bigger,” said the neighbor. The buttons, the buttonholes, silver heels—brooch which consists of single flaming beryl—whisk broom, please, carhop. The fête by the tomb was a horrible idea. Jelka’s tongue felt like suede. Her slippers, too, were antique, blessed things making sure she “never fell off Mister Floor.” Thirty olive trees are scribbling with crayons on the bowler hats of eagles—ah, the train! Jelka snatched up the idle boy, the viscous child saint, and cuddled him all the way to Illinois. Wanderers. Whoosh, their luggage. They stand there, pigheaded in Poisonville, bleeding lemonade onto the drip-dry tarmac. They are traveling under pseudonyms, their whole lives flickering in corridors. Around five, the bonfires, and they come out whipcracking out of their comas. Lynxes are burrowing into their sleep-filled wagons. And the boy with the mark of the beast…his transitory gleam and headlong flight…Jelka follows him flattening her endearments against the linoleum shadow-stippled in the afternoon. Jelka was lost forever, her costume found burnt at daybreak. Could have been the city itself just having a good time. I wish I knew its name, brute nebulae. When her Collected Phonecalls were published last Fall, she didn’t remember making any of them. So. America roués. She was a ghost at her own birthday party. “Look at her,” said the Colonel, “she twiddles the dust-babies. baleful and bluish, with fewer fingernails to grow. Her life swings back and forth like a tongueless bell, so far from anyone’s home.” I wrung his neck, and now all of that old world is torn down. A coach arrives to take her back to her inkspot, her comfortable decomposing zones. *In Norse mythology, Gylfi (Old Norse: [ˈɡylve]), Gylfe, Gylvi, or Gylve was the earliest recorded king in Scandinavia. The traditions on Gylfi deal with how he was tricked by the gods and his relations with the goddess Gefjon.