Brocade Dress
On the way back from the dance in the days of cars with bench seats, she slid over to you,
put her hand on your thigh, said Shall we park? & she was dark & beautiful & now these
many years later you see she was desperate for you & you for her & what did you say,
Catholic boy? Oh, I’d better get home & fact was you could have said I’d love to, but I
wouldn’t know what to do—and now you know that that would have been OK, that she
would have said I’ll teach you, then—she was kind that way—for she’d been taught &
perhaps had taught others & for her this was not new, and what a lesson it would
have been.
Twenty years later you’re alone on an elevator in a department store, you’re going
down & the door opens at a floor before the one you want & you see in the distance a
gold brocade dress draped across an ornate chair & from hard right she steps into the
elevator & you look at each other & you hear her quick intake of breath as she must have
heard yours & she turns to face the door & at the ground floor the door opens & each of
you walks away.