Chance of a Lifetime
San Francisco at the present time is like the crater of a volcano,
around which are camped tens of thousands of refugees. —Jack London
The boom’s at its apex and I take N Judah
the last leg of my commute
along Embarcadero to the foot of 3rd
where Pac Bell Park screeches its coliseum
shape into existence, honeycombed
with scaffolding and cranes, hard hats
swarming jack-hammered sidewalks.
Plywood tunnels guide me
past the burnt-pork smell of the drive-through
donut place, past granite facades to my job
where the dot com startup bristles with important
confusion: wine going online,
Napa Valley delivered to Iowa tax free.
On a break, down the street I find a marble plaque
like a lonely headstone, embedded
in defunct Wells Fargo branch, marking
Jack London’s birthplace.
His mother’s story long forgotten. How she tried
suicide, abandoned by her lover, pregnant
and penniless. The small revolver’s bullet
deflected, she accepted (grudgingly)
Nancy Slocum’s generosity and shelter,
gave birth right at this spot, in peace
out of wedlock. I don’t think she’d care
that the Bay is silted in under the construction zone,
that a creek named after excrement flows
where the beach was.
I care that Jack London was born here,
was almost not born anywhere.
The rising baseball stadium disavows scandal
before a Giant even spits
on the new sod, disowns its birth name
like a runaway.
Its being will shift with the inevitable trembling
under the city’s relentless
renewal.