Bad Infinity
During the colonoscopy, orbiting through twilight sleep,
she felt, light-years distant in the interior darkness, a thump
And a dull but definite pain—as if someone were dragging,
at the end of a rusty chain, a transistor radio through her body,
A small beige box with a gold grill, assembled by a child in southeast Asia
in 1964—and she woke in groggy panic till the nurse made soothing noises
For her to sleep by, like a song in an alien language heard through static
beamed from the far side of Arcturus: The Dave Clark Five’s
“Glad All Over,” maybe, tuned in by a boy in Thailand. Such a drug,
the doctor said. Everything you feel you will forget.
Amen to that. Amen to plastic and silicon, amen to a living wage,
amen to our tinny music, to the shrapnel in the IV drip,
Amen to the template of genes that keeps the body twitching,
and the wormhole in the gut of Orion I will slip through
When the chain breaks and the corroded battery bursts, its acids eating
all the delicate circuitry that binds the speaker to the song.