While we slept, such heavy rain swept past it shook the last roses loose. They lay smashed on the deck this morning, their petals scattered like big white tears. I shouldn’t say a thing so sentimental. But there they were. And you, my father, so long dead, why should I not expect you to be everywhere, reminding me how little will be left— vague ache in my own daughter’s heart as she sweeps the steps after rain whose mercy is all in the coming, the coming again.