Late Fall
Nervous breakdown. Left the hoe-down.
Left the hay bales, kale and Brussel
Sprouts. Left the apples’
Frozen spoils, corvids coring them
With smart, sharp beaks, scattering
Apple-pulp to the brook-trout.
Drove through the scarped Greens,
Body deep in the stuff of home, dry
As bone, as granite. Drove away.
Spun roulette wheels beneath a chassis,
Swerved with city-smarts, on the verge
Of migraine, pain of
What’s shed, what’s housed, what’s had.
Arrived with the verve of someone
Auditioning Broadway
For a bit part in anonymity,
And dowsing for the downside of fortune
Found a walk along the Hudson
Bracing. Found the stiff admixture
Of freshwater undercut by brackishness,
Brash Atlantic overwriting
Every tributary with a local name,
Erasing any trace of home, replacing
It with one vast abrasive.