and in the chokeberry this year the first leaves turn ugly, there by the open gate. I grab the sweater you left on a chair, wrap it around my shoulders, and— as I did for days last year until I couldn’t keep up with the seasons— I pick every rusting leaf from the bush, each wrinkled thing from our yard and crush them in my pocket. It’s a simple gift for you—for us— such an easy thing to do for a few more days of summer.