to lu in answer to her question you have been a fisherman, simple and poor. you struggled all your days and even at the end you fought and did not win, your son was swimming. fearing for his life you rushed toward him. and drowned. once a doctor, bitter, born in a cold climate, you turned your scalpel on the world and cut your way to the hangman. humans who speak of royal lives amuse Them. you have heard of course of the splendid court of sheba; you were then. you were not there.