gold fleece on the hunted deer. the Name of everything. sweet poison eternally churned from the milky ocean. futurity’s mirror. ivory gate of death. the fruit I hold out spins the dharma wheel. I weep I weep dry water I am, cold fire, “our” Materia, mother & matrix eternally in labor. The crescent I stand on rocks like a shaky boat, it is the winking eye of God.