Mitochondrial Eve
My first husband turned my name over
like a stone in his mouth, saying, You don’t
even try anymore—meaning, to look pretty—
my body wracked with chronic pain,
fatigued from rocking our colicky daughter
up and down the apartment hallway.
Later, reading about the single African
woman from whom all living humans
descend, I think, Why not Priscilla or Astrid?
Something tender, like Violet? But no—
scientists call her Mitochondrial Eve,
a name synonymous with her function,
like Ratchet, or Saw, or Woman—how some men say it
when demanding their hungers be met:
Come here, Woman. I left my husband.
On winter days when the sun clocks out early,
his voice still rises in my ear—you don’t even try anymore—
scornful, perplexed, as if he cannot fathom
how female hands could stop fluttering
after 200,000 years of service—there,
behind our living room’s vertical blinds,
near the asphalt clover-loop of Highway 395
and fry-scent of Five Guys hamburgers.
In the digital rendering of the African woman,
I doubt he’d notice her distant gaze or picture her
crouched by the fire, beneath stubborn rock
from which she’s carved a home. How sweat
glistens in her close-cropped hair, how fingers
of weedy children clutch her limbs. How the dead
gazelle slumps blank-eyed at her feet, tossed there
by a husband who asks, Where’s my supper? Mitochondrial Eve,
quit crying and put on some mascara.