Wheeze
Peewee’s under the eaves,
its song wheezier than phoebe’s—
both of them inside my head,
I think they use the same nest—
just as catbird and thrasher
are wheezier than mockingbird,
just as mother’s wheezier
than sister, father more mocking
than his sons. It’s hell
in full sunlight to see things
out of the shade. Glaring,
hurtful to the eyes. Asthmatic gasps
come from the bedrooms, first sister’s,
then mother’s, where father flies
between them. Little competitions,
border songs and nesting sites,
and who’s to bed with whom.
I see it clearly now, lower the field
glasses, and listen. Listen hard.
Yes, he’s singing, too. A mocking
song, to keep his sons from the breeding
ground. Flitting between two nests,
for all he’s worth, flitting, mocking.
To keep us fledglings, always. Always.