Sacred Errand
Denim jeans bloom petals of blood, dark garden growing
beneath my thighs as I park at the pharmacy. Customers
ease through glass doors. I buy maxi pads for my mom,
said a boy in our sixth-grade sex education class.
The teacher’s desk held busts of genitals. They sat apart
as if leprous, vessels for contagion. I pictured the boy
with plastic bag, his mother’s hand grasping lengths of cotton.
How easily he’d turn husband, worship his wife’s body
from the inside out. The first time I bled, my mother
issued instructions, and I became a woman as quietly
as a note passed in secret. (Tell your daughters anything
that gives life to life is holy.) The drugstore gleams in sunlight,
temple on the asphalt mount. I need its stores of comfort,
glaring signs, effective remedy for my natural state. I’ll slip inside
through air clotted with blossoms, spring tide of cherry trees.