1. at creation and i and my body rise with the dusky beasts with eve and her brother to gasp in the insubstantial air and evenly begin the long slide out of paradise. all life is life. all clay is kin and kin. 1. at gettysburg if, as they say, this is somehow about myself, this clash of kin across good farmland, then why are the ghosts of the brothers and cousins rising and wailing toward me in their bloody voices, who are you, nigger woman, who are you? 1. at nagasaki in their own order the things of my world glisten into ash, i have done nothing to deserve this, only been to the silver birds what they have made me nothing. 1. at jonestown on a day when i would have believed anything, i believed that this white man, stern as my father, neutral in coupling as adam, was possibly who he insisted he was. now he has brought me to the middle of the jungle of my life. if i have been wrong, again, father may even this cup in my hand turn against me.