On the Impossibility of Capturing What You See
after Monet’s Promenade près d’Argenteuil (1873)
An afternoon wind blows their umbrellas back,
framing their hatted heads in wind-taut black.
They set off across the field, the man going last,
the wind in the high grass the only conversation,
its syllables tumbling out of themselves like secrets
unlatching in the minds of the man and the woman.
The child walks ahead. Humming, maybe, off-key,
since he’s so young. The man thanks the wind
for the way it molds his wife’s dress to her hips,
and his steps slow into a dream of their first nights.
Why does she keep so hidden now? Has she taken
a lover? His mother warned him all beautiful women
bring sorrow to themselves and others. She herself
beautiful, even near death, her skin a parchment
where he read rushed words: whispers, confessed
betrayals. In the end it’s all one story, he thinks.
One afternoon you start across a field with your wife
and child; another afternoon, soon, or not so soon,
you lie in wait for death to take you in its arms.
Arms like the wind, he thinks: invisible: like death
with its secrets, its whispering and rush. A language
you learn all at once, with no means to record it.