For fifteen years I have lived in a house without running water or furnace. In and out the front door with my buckets and armloads of wood. This is the mountain. This is the fortress of ice. This is the stray cat skulking in the barns. This is the barn with vacant windows that lifts like a thin balsa kite in the northeasters. These are the winter birds that wait in the bushes. This is my measuring rod. This is why I get up in the morning. This is how I know where I’m going.