Shy Wife
One day, you say the sun must be dumbstruck
to see me waking so late. I can’t abide
the world’s accumulation of voices and alarms—
feel most at ease when the house is daubed
in morning darkness and sunlight seeps
through acute angles of purple leaf plum.
We drive into mountains on a Sunday, dogs
gazing out windows, sensing our destination.
I wonder sometimes if you miss them: parties,
guests streaming through your kitchen.
You were an eager host in days we still behaved
as individuals. To what degree do I weigh you down?
(Do not say, and I’ll not ask.) We act often now
as one body—I know your Chinese takeout order
by heart, you change the station until we’re both happy
to land on Van Morrison. Parked at the creek,
you follow our dogs mid-stream and anchor to a rock.
Grinning, your face records a full measure
of sunlight. You call out while I kneel on the bank
beneath a boulder’s spire—cool cathedral
casting voiceless shadows over ground: one-half
the magnetic marriage of silence and sound.