1 when i stand around among poets i am embarrassed mostly, their long white heads, the great bulge in their pants, their certainties. i don’t know how to do what i do in the way that i do it. it happens despite me and i pretend to deserve it. but i don’t know how to do it. only sometimes when something is singing i listen and so far i hear. 2 when i stand around among poets, sometimes i hear a single music in us, one note dancing us through the singular moving world.