The Unicorn Lair
Once, it was feared that exceeding the speed of sound meant
a man might outfly his voice and strangle on his screams.
Not laughing, a woman tells me
that the elusive entrance to
a unicorn lair has been found
in North Korea. Only now,
because their secrets are well-kept,
have we learned that skeletons
are being restored, beautiful
as anything in paradise.
Often, there are deceits disguised
so well for our desires they are
designed like myths: A magician,
for television, once vanished
the Statue of Liberty by
turning a crowd of witnesses
so slowly that a country of
viewers surrendered to wonder.
Always, in the dictionary
for easy dismissal, the list
of synonyms grows long enough
to seem countless, a collection
that soothes our lovable longings.
Our taste for myth and quackery
quickens our desire to embrace
each promising, suggestive hope:
For instance, such trust is enough
to pause me inside my office
in this house, now refurbished, where
a priest once lived within a set
of rooms so small anyone would
perceive them as a suite of cells.
Always, he had terriers, two
at a time, and, at last, cancer
no amount of praying could cure.
By then, a mile to the east, ground
had been broken, foundation laid
for the reconstruction of faith.
The rectory, vacant a year,
went dank and mildewed, cubicles
of shadows. The discarded church
became a clinic, its large lot
a gallery of patients’ cars,
the near rows for the handicapped
and pregnant, a space fire-lane wide
for vans that transport the helpless.
In this small office transfigured
by students, I put aside work
for the leisure of thankfulness,
keeping fear and doubt priest-secret.
Listen, speed and velocity,
though often used as synonyms,
are not the same. Speed is travel
through time; velocity includes
the shift in position. Divide
your changes by the years it has
taken you to make them to learn
time is motion with memory.
Someone, after research, has learned
that the most common noun is Time.
Someone else, today, has written
to the paper claiming to know
how God prioritizes prayers,
responding from innocence to
brutality symbolized by
children and Russia’s neo-czar.
He estimates five billion prayers
are mouthed per day, Time, happily,
a concept different for God.
Or Einstein, who declared that time,
as we approach the speed of light,
will slow until, after decades,
we will arc back younger than
grandchildren as if we have gained
the limitless advantage of
a now-shaken God. Consider,
now, that rocket flight. In the months
before he died, my father, past
ninety, remembered only what
he had seen first-hand, loneliness
his last lesson by example
how we disappear into Time.