Gary Fincke




Unmoored

Last night, explosion in a neighbor’s garage,
The fire consuming the bulk of their house
Before hoses were unspooled. This morning,
The damage visible from our upstairs windows.
Sometimes, we manage weeks without thinking
That what we are is temporary. Have you 
Ever sheltered in place, ominous clouds 
Tinted bruise-green, the wind carrying what 
Has been forecasted as a ruin of heavy rain? 
I’m talking about a place where the highway 
In and out of danger floods so often that
River sediment seems its surface. Where,
Falling asleep during downpours is like 
Leaving active flames in your fireplace
Like my father did, trusting the cheap grate.
There is a story my worst students loved.
A father and son travel by boat to an island
Exposed by low tide. The small skiff, secured 
Improperly by the boy, drifts away. Nothing
Can save them, yet none of the students
Ever blamed the boy for his fatal error.
What they loved to talk about was how 
The father lifted the boy to his shoulders
And steeled himself as the ocean water rose. 
The students, seventeen and often sullen,
Waved their hands to volunteer stories 
Of their own about making terrible mistakes. 
In that town, years before, a family had made 
A fortune manufacturing Jello. Even then,
Two of the dead eyes of its factory windows 
Remained unbroken. None of the boys would
Admit to liking Jello, but among those students
Were many children and grandchildren
Of men and women who had once believed 
In the longevity of their work with sugar,
Powder, and dye. Even then, years before
The factory became unmoored, they would
Tell themselves that inevitability had not
Already begun. What they made so cheap
And colorful that it would always be boxed
For delivery within their neighborhood. 
Now, a museum for what the town has lost 
Is housed across from that high school, 
As proximate as the fire-ruined house, 
Its owners unmoored so catastrophically 
That they chorus, “Who could ever imagine?” 
As if stupefied, sounding like my father, 
The widower, who, for decades, was stunned 
To be living alone. Each time I visited, 
He sank more deeply into the only chair 
He ever used, his eyes sweeping the walls 
Of the small living room as he murmured, 
“Who would have thought?” Something I said 
Aloud, just before sunrise this morning, 
As I walked, uneasy, by my neighbors’ yard
Into a dedicated, half hour of solitude.
Though, when I returned home, the low sun, 
From a cloudless sky, cast the shadow 
Of the undamaged, next-door house over
The scattered debris as if comforting 
What remained of the impossible.