How to Live on the Dead
My mother was born the year of the rabbit,
and this April my house has become a warren
of cottontails. On Thursday, they scamper
in backyard clover, spooked by my sneakered steps
in the twinkling dusk, taking out the week’s trash:
empty egg cartons, chicken gizzards, contraband
Milky Way wrappers. Let me speak clear––
backyard means a dozen squared feet, littered
with broken things: terra cotta pots, shoelace dreams
bunny looped like my brother’s Adidas Hoops,
and the rocket launch pad of a rusty trampoline.
We lay on the unbounced top to watch stars puncture
the black of night, while bunnies seek shelter
underneath. Among weeds, wishes, and knocked over
watering cans they lurk, noses sniffling, then scatter
when my mother shouts “Soup’s ready!”
We, soft prey of sorrow and salt, scurry
to her side. We serve each other, paws pressed
around ladles, long ears draping to the floor.
The rabbits have taught me
how to live on the dead
end street, to love inside
the rot, to look up and gaze
upon pinpricks of light.