What We Leave Behind
“Name, phone, address: The writing on
a child’s back is now a symbol of
Ukrainian parents’ terror.”
The New York Times
We leave so much behind,
especially the mothers
who can only pack
what will fit in the space
that spans between
two shoulder blades.
Name, phone number,
address sharpied
down the spines
of toddlers, who know
life in fragments
of empty rooms
and suitcases
that can’t quite zip,
the bombing had begun.
My brother’s body
once disappeared
into a crowd,
announcements
flying overhead.
Brought to tears,
I found him at the blue
lost-and-found bin
among other frayed things,
the repeated pleas
for a button-eyed corduroy bear,
the chicken coop where we searched
for rollie-pollies under rocks,
the plot of land
for my grandfather
with no one left
to tend.
The mothers
ink memories into skin––
remember who you are,
they tremble,
the ripe raspberries
and the bite
of summer breeze,
the bombing had begun.