here we are, once again, the last drink, the last poem—decades of this splendid luck—another drunken a.m., and not on the drunktank floor tonight waiting for the black pimp to get oil the phone so I can put through my one allowed call (so many of those a.m.s too) it took me a long time to find the most interesting person to drink with: myself, like this, now reaching to my left for the last glass of the Blood of the Lamb.