Then will I carry you within me for as long as I can: not a consolation but a promise, and not because I must: not as you carried me but to be your keeper, a place where you remain the one bearing life: not as a god or idol that I have made too small, but only blessing you do I keep the blessing safe: infant image of the created one I long to be, Sabbath-self concealed in the guise of ordinary time, my life the covering that protects the vow.