I Sigh If She Were Dying
If she were dying in wild leisurely fashion
Enjoying death with the great bitterness of her nature
I would be envious of her crowning and eloquent
passion
And write her a message saying, This is your fate, your
Last accomplishment; make the most of it.
She is still frittering and mocking and is still withheld
From the large matter of her better wit;
And I who loved her neither killed nor quelled,
Think; we are odd women, the two of us. She is
The wild nature I mirror but do not have;
And I
Am so the hater of waste that I hunger to kiss
Thehorriblefaceofherlifeandtheclothesofhergrave.
I sigh.