Patrick Kavanagh I Clay is the word and clay is the flesh Where the potato-gatherers like mechanised scarecrows move Along the side-fall of the hill - Maguire and his men. If we watch them an hour is there anything we can prove Of life as it is broken-backed over the Book Of Death? Here crows gabble over worms and frogs And the gulls like old newspapers are blown clear of the hedges, luckily. Is there some light of imagination in these wet clods? Or why do we stand here shivering? Which of these men Loved the light and the queen Too long virgin? Yesterday was summer. Who was it promised mar- riage to himself Before apples were hung from the ceilings for Hallowe'en? We will wait and watch the tragedy to the last curtain, Till the last soul passively like a bag of wet clay Rolls down the side of the hill, diverted by the angles Where the plough missed or a spade stands, straitening the way. A dog lying on a torn jacket under a heeled-up cart, A horse nosing along the posied headland, trailing A rusty plough. Three heads hanging between wide-apart Legs. October playing a symphony on a slack wire paling. Maguire watches the drills flattened out And the flints that lit a candle for him on a June altar Flameless. The drills slipped by and the days slipped by And he trembled his head away and ran free from the world's halter, And thought himself wiser than any man in the townland When he laughed over pints of porter Of how he came free from every net spread In the gaps of experience. He shook a knowing head And pretended to his soul That children are tedious in hurrying fields of April Where men are spanning across wide furrows. Lost in the passion that never needs a wife The pricks that pricked were the pointed pins of harrows. Children scream so loud that the crows could bring The seed of an acre away with crow-rude jeers. Patrick Maguire, he called his dog and he flung a stone in the air And hallooed the birds away that were the birds of the years. Turn over the weedy clods and tease out the tangled skeins. What is he looking for there? He thinks it is a potato, but we know better Than his mud-gloved fingers probe in this insensitive hair. 'Move forward the basket and balance it steady In this hollow. Pull down the shafts of that cart, Joe, And straddle the horse,' Maguire calls. 'The wind's over Brannagan's, now that means rain. Graip up some withered stalks and see that no potato falls Over the tail-board going down the ruckety pass — And that's a job we'll have to do in December, Gravel it and build a kerb on the bog-side. Is that Cassidy's ass Out in my clover? Curse o' God — Where is that dog?. Never where he's wanted.’ Maguire grunts and spits Through a clay-wattled moustache and stares about him from the height. His dream changes again like the cloud-swung wind And he is not so sure now if his mother was right When she praised the man who made a field his bride. Watch him, watch him, that man on a hill whose spirit Is a wet sack flapping about the knees of time. He lives that his little fields may stay fertile when his own body Is spread in the bottom of a ditch under two coulters crossed in Christ's Name. He was suspicious in his youth as a rat near strange bread, When girls laughed; when they screamed he knew that meant The cry of fillies in season. He could not walk The easy road to destiny. He dreamt The innocence of young brambles to hooked treachery. O the grip, O the grip of irregular fields! No man escapes. It could not be that back of the hills love was free And ditches straight. No monster hand lifted up children and put down apes As here. 'O God if I had been wiser!' That was his sigh like the brown breeze in the thistles. He looks, towards his house and haggard. 'O God if I had been wiser!' But now a crumpled leaf from the whitethorn bushes Darts like a frightened robin, and the fence Shows the green of after-grass through a little window, And he knows that his own heart is calling his mother a liar God's truth is life — even the grotesque shapes of its foulest fire. The horse lifts its head and cranes Through the whins and stones To lip late passion in the crawling clover. In the gap there's a bush weighted with boulders like morality, The fools of life bleed if they climb over. The wind leans from Brady's, and the coltsfoot leaves are holed with rust, Rain fills the cart-tracks and the sole-plate grooves; A yellow sun reflects in Donaghmoyne The poignant light in puddles shaped by hooves. Come with me, Imagination, into this iron house And we will watch from the doorway the years run back, And we will know what a peasant's left hand wrote on the page. Be easy, October. No cackle hen, horse neigh, tree sough, duck quack. VIII Sitting on a wooden gate, Sitting on a wooden gate, Sitting on a wooden gate He didn't care a damn. Said whatever came into his head, Said whatever came into his head, Said whatever came into his head And inconsequently sang. While his world withered away, He had a cigarette to smoke and a pound to spend On drink the next Saturday. His cattle were fat And his horses all that Midsummer grass could make them. The young women ran wild And dreamed of a child Joy dreams though the fathers might forsake them But no one would take them; No one would take them; No man could ever see That their skirts had loosed buttons, O the men were as blind as could be. And Patrick Maguire From his. purgatory fire Called the gods of the Christian to prove That this twisted skein Was the necessary pain And not the rope that was strangling true love. But sitting on a wooden gate Sometime in July When he was thirty-four or five He gloried in the lie: He made it read the way it should, He made life read the evil good While he cursed the ascetic brotherhood Without knowing why. Sitting on a wooden gate All, all alone He sang and laughed Like a man quite daft, Or like a man on a channel raft He fantasied forth his groan. Sitting on a wooden gate, Sitting on a wooden gate, Sitting on a wooden gate He rode in day-dream cars. He locked his body with his knees When the gate swung too much in the breeze. But while he caught high ecstasies Life slipped between the bars. XII The fields were bleached white, The wooden tubs full of water Were white in the winds That blew through Brannagan's Gap on their way from Siberia; The cows on the grassless heights . Followed the hay that had wings — The February fodder that hung itself on the black branches Of the hill-top hedge. A man stood beside a potato-pit And clapped his arms And pranced on the crisp roots And shouted to warm himself. Then he buck-leaped about the potatoes And scooped them into a basket. He looked like a bucking suck-calf Whose spine was being tickled. Sometimes he stared across the bogs And sometimes he straightened his back and vaguely whistled A tune that weakened his spirit And saddened his terrier dog’s. […] 'O what was I doing when the procession passed? Where was I looking? Young women and men And I might have joined them. Who bent the coin of my destiny That it stuck in the slot? I remember a night we walked Through the moon of Donaghmoyne, Four of us seeking adventure, It was midsummer forty years ago. Now I know The moment that gave the turn to my life. O Christ! I am locked in a stable with pigs and cows for ever. XIV We may come out in the October reality, Imagination, The sleety wind no longer slants to the black hill where Maguire And his men are now collecting the scattered harness and baskets. The dog sitting on a wisp of dry stalks Watches them through the shadows. 'Back in, back in.' One talks to the horse as to a brother. Maguire himself is patting a potato-pit against the weather — An old man fondling a new-piled grave: 'Joe, I hope you didn't forget to hide the spade . For there's rogues in the townland. Hide it flat in a furrow. I think we ought to be finished by to-morrow. Their voices through the darkness sound like voices from a cave, A dull thudding far away, futile, feeble, far away, First cousins to the ghosts of the townland. A light stands in a window. Mary Anne Has the table set and the tea-pot waiting in the ashes. She goes to the door and listens and then she calls From the top of the haggard-wall : 'What's keeping you And the cows to be milked and all the other work there's to do?' 'All right, all right We'll not stay here all night ‘ Applause, applause, The curtain falls. Applause, applause From the homing carts and the trees And the bawling cows at the gates. From the screeching water-hens And the mill-race heavy with the Lammas floods curving over the weir A train at the station blowing off steam And the hysterical laughter of the defeated everywhere. Night, and the futile cards are shuffled again. Maguire spreads his legs over the impotent cinders that wake no manhood now And he hardly looks to see which card is trump. His sister tightens her legs and her lips and frizzles up Like the wick of an oil-less lamp. The curtain falls — Applause, applause. Maguire is not afraid of death, the Church will light him a candle To see his way through the vaults and he'll understand the Quality of the clay that dribbles over his coffin. He'll know the names of the roots that climb down to tickle his feet. And he will feel no different than when he walked through Donaghmoyne. If he stretches out a hand — a wet clod, If he opens his nostrils — a dungy smell; If he opens his eyes once in a million years — Through a crack in the crust of the earth he may see a face nodding in Or a woman's legs. Shut them again for that sight is sin. He will hardly remember that life happened to him — Something was brighter a moment. Somebody sang in the distance A procession passed down a mesmerized street. He remembers names like Easter and Christmas By colour his fields were. Maybe he will be born again, a bird of an angel's conceit To sing the gospel of life To a music as flighty tangent As a tune on an oboe. And the serious look of his fields will have changed to the leer of a hobo. Swaggering celestially home to his three wishes granted. Will that be? will that be? Or is the earth right that laughs haw-haw And does not believe In an unearthly law. The earth that says: Patrick Maguire, the old peasant, can neither be damned nor glori- fied: The graveyard in which he will lie will be just a deep-drilled potato-field Where the seed gets no chance to come through To the fun of the sun. The tongue in his mouth is the root of a yew. Silence, silence. The story is done. He stands in the doorway of his house A ragged sculpture of the wind, October creaks the rotted mattress, The bedposts fall. No hope. No lust. The hungry fiend Screams the apocalypse of clay In every corner of this land. 1942