St. Jerome in the Chalcis Desert
Sometimes the heart needs educating;
the bruise lightens to mauve,
and the strange alchemy
that turns charcoal and sap into
a raven, reverses itself into
a mendicant’s shawl.
Though I seem a wizened presbyter;
dogma hounds me like a halo
of hookah smoke.
My knuckles grow hard as porphyry;
my monasticism enshrines me
in loss. I’m always cold,
anonymous as the quivering dormouse
who nightly revisits me, an oracle—
inside his mind’s tiny orbit,
the universe whirls bravely.
Faith is a wagon drawn
by fireflies,
so there must be a going forth and
a going asunder, a blinding of
the mind’s eye.
(Syria, 376 C.E)