Grief, your gift, unwrapped, my empty hands made heavy, holding when they held you like an ache; unlooked for, though my eyes stare inward now at where you were, my star, my star; and undeserved, the perfect choice for one with everything, humbling my heart; unwanted, too, my small voice lost for words to thank you with; unusual, how it, given, grows to fill a day, a night, a week, a month, teaching its text, love’s spinster twin, my head bowed, learning, learning; understood.