Secrets
Time unseen time our continuing fiction
however we tell it eludes our dear hope and our reason
that is a pure condition of the story
and wherever our parents came from is another century
and age which they themselves could barely remember
but carried with them as their own year after year
hidden away hardly looked at until the secret
without their noticing had faded all the details white
for my mother it came to be the lace veil covering
the front of the baby carriage where she was being
wheeled through the Garden of the Gods when her parents
were
still alive as she told about it later
and for my father it was the glare bleaching the surface
of the river as he sat under the white blaze
of summer in the rowboat tied above the waterline
where he was allowed to hold the oars and imagine
leaving did he see any farther when he was
dying in summer after midnight and before the solstice
coughing saying he was not afraid and was the veil there
when my mother turned from her own garden one evening
that same year
telling a friend on the telephone that she was going
to gets some rest now and her glasses were lying
apart from her on the floor not more than an hour
later when a neighbor pushed the door open and found her