Reading Sappho, I am Reminded of Chickpeas
Reading Sappho,
I am reminded of chickpeas
and the many uses
my mother found for them.
Golden they were -
and golden they still are.
To be honest, reading Sappho again
today I am reminded of my mother.
girl sweetvoiced
And her voice was
far more sweetsounding than a lyre
golder than gold
When I read:
not one girl I think
who looks on the light of the sun
will ever
have wisdom
like this
it is my mother I think of.
Reading Sappho, my mother
has become younger and younger
in my mind until I see her walking
beside me when I was a child.
Reading Sappho, I am reminded
of the way my mother could wear purple,
the way dark folds of silk
fell across her shoulders.
Reading Sappho, I am reminded of my mother’s hair
and the way she could wear flowers.
with what eyes
I read - and I remember
with what eyes my mother had looked
on her world - with what eyes
she had read my face -
with what eyes she would speak to me.
‘Don’t cry,’ she told me
before she died.
for it is not right in the house of the Muses
that there be lament
this would not become us
If I said, ‘Grief, be gone!’,
would it really go away?
Reading Sappho,
I am reminded of chickpeas
and the many uses
my mother found for them.