In the dream, we were on a subway going to meet your mother. Knowing I didn’t drink booze anymore. you said well, at least we can have some chemistry, and you had this smile that made me wonder if you wanted to kill me. Then I remembered your mother was dead, by her own hand, and they shouldn’t make hands like that I thought, as I looked at yours to see if you had your mother’s wrists, but you wore gloves, that went up past the elbow.