Old Book-keeper
It is almost done, this arid stint
of balancing ambivalent extremes;
his life a double-entry system: work
a force-fed virtue, all daydreams debited.
Such are his thoughts these mornings
driving himself to his desk. It's not
so much the job he's going to
miss, as the journeying between.
Company cars with coat hangers jostle
him through June and July—past
the bloodied verge where poppies persist
in taking the bend too fast—into August.
Pea-viners have ravaged the night fields,
stripped away the haulms leaving the green
stained soil naked, shameless into the dawn.
The first of the barley is cut, and blanched
straw rolls drunken to a taut horizon.
The sun is poised to drive a slow stake
through the thumping heart of summer.
His odyssey almost complete, he approaches
that place where the man becomes the job,
the job the man; where his aim, now,
is not so much to gain, as not to lose
respect, his Libran grip on things.
And soon he will clear his desk,
pretend not to see the collection
box on its round. He will offer
a loyalty's dregs to the shredder.
Haulms refers to the stems or stalks of certain
cultivated plants—most commonly potatoes, peas, beans,
and vetches—after the crop itself has been harvested.